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2008-04-06T23:03:00.012+08:00

2008-03-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

One hour of detention today.

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2008-03-18T20:23:00.011+08:00

Craig went to re-do his wrist piercing at Primitive on Thursday, his friend Jing Wen(?) and I tagged along :D

Ewwy.

Friday! School service in the morning, Maths after that till 12. Superrr slack la, fuckin waste of time I'd say! I forgot I was supposed to meet my mom at the bus stop opposite school so I took a bus back home and I only realised it when I got home and no one opened the door ._. Took a bus back to Tampines, went to TM, lunched at Pizza Hut, blahblahblah. Momma got me red barbells and fake eyelashes (LOL, long story). Met a million people from school like Amanda, Jadason, Shirley, Agnes and co., juniorzxzx, Anthea, Melissa, Natasha and probably a couple more I forgot about.

Wowoowowowowowow :D

Went to Penin with the usual bunch in the evening to get me a Looper and went back to Craig's for a sleepover :) Bummed around the whole of Saturday afternoon and went to Parkway at night. And no I didn't go looking for Vinay hahaha, I forgot about him. Got a new pair of jeans, Kerrang!, dinner and headed back at 9ish.

Well school's started D:
Went to get Iza a birthday present after school with Nadia on Monday since Higher Malay was cancelled. Things' been okay so far I guess. And I got a 1.6mm/14 gauge retainer; stretched my right piercing (was a 1.2mm/16 gauge previously) D: Hurts like fuckkkkkzxcxczxzcxz. Went to get sushi with Nabila after Animation today and another retainer for my left hole which took like two hours to stretch (N). Iza's coming back tomorrow! Yayyayayayayayayayayyayay.

And for the third time,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NUR FAIZAH BTE ABDUL JA'AFFAR!
I love you many many :) ♥

2008-03-12T21:43:00.008+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!
Been alright so far. (Y)

Went out with the family Saturday night to White Sands. Got school stuff, black curved barbells, panats (lolol), Ben&Jerry's and that's about all.

So supposing ComWorks 08 was on Sunday, my sister, Bryan, Craig and I rushed to Ulu Pandan CC at like 4:00pm. Reached at 5:15pm and the Youth Members were rounding up their practice. All of us were like ._. I asked one of the guys there and he was like, "The concert was yesterday, next one's in May(?)." Wtfjwqrlixzxch ._________________.
Cabbed to IMM (lol), bumped into Shafiqah and her parents, headed home at about 9:00pm. We took 66 back from Jurong Interchange and only got home at 10:30pm D: D:

Met Atqh and Mathuri at Tampines the day after. Caught The Eye :D! Atqh was super cute hahahaha. She was so fucking freaked out before the movie even started -.-

(blame Atqh's cam for the blurness)

The Eye was okay. Not as scary as the Jap version though. Still with tons on half finished food, we went to the toilet - as I've said before, note. Don't read this if you think sneaking in is immoral, etc etc etc - people were walking into an open theatre so we went in as well. Hahaha Mathuri was praying so hard it wasn't Horton, turns out it was Jumper. Yayyy. JAMIE BELL! :D

Took a bus to Parkway Parade after Jumper and had Swensens for dinner. (Y) Drama drama! Haaaaahahaha Vinay :D Got home at about 8:30pm.

Mine :D~

Atqh's.

LOL!?

I had heaps of fun. Thanks for Monday girlsss. :]

Tuesday was band. Left school at about 5pm, went to TM's McDonalds for dinner with Hui Xian, Atqh and Mathuri. It was an Oh-look-there's-a-hot-guy session with Hui Xian, hahahaha :D He's not, I repeat, NOT, gay. Bumped into Alasdair and I went off with him while the rest headed home I suppose. He had to go look for Si Ying a birthday present and omgod, I'm never going present-shopping with him ever again. The bus decided to be super quick and I only got home at 8 something.

Band today. Superrr slack.
My mom hasn't been talking to me much because I've been back late everyday since Sunday ._. Well tomorrow's Thursday and I haven't got anything on so I'll do my homework (A), and my sis' at camp! :D

Ah yes, Rob wants me to publicly announce that he's no longer accident head. Proof:

-.-

Enjoy what's left of the holidays. (Y)

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Well I'll do my homework tomorrow, then head to Far East in the evening with Craig to get his wrist piercing re-done ._.
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2008-03-07T21:31:00.004+08:00

MY ROOM WHILE I WAS STAYING OVER LAST DECEMBER!

Bah. Whatever.

2008-03-07T21:06:00.004+08:00

I broke my resolution for 2008 today.
Went to get a piercing after band today, noooooooo.

Okay so it was fucking raining the whole of yesterday morning. It looked like night at 11am, so Mr Ow made an announcement over the PA system to tell us that Cross Country was cancelled and school's resuming as per normal. Whhhhhhhhhhaaaaat theeeee fuuuuuuckzxzx. I was so looking forward to doing four hours of nothing while the rest had their run since I'm on MC, but noo. School's as per normal so, normal Friday = band till six. D:

Whatever, holidays are here anyways! :D

I. Want. To. Go. Out. Plans anyone? :D
Sat - Out with family
Sun - ComWorks 2008(?)
Mon -
Tue - Band
Wed - Band
Thu - The usual bunch coming over at night(?)
Fri - School service (7:30 - 10:00)
Fri - Maths (10:00 - 12:00)
Fri - Bryans' at night
Sat - Class bbq(?)

Ask me out ;D I'm free underlined days.

Damnnnnnnnn, I'm so bored.
[Ahmad] Levine. LOL!

2008-03-04T17:08:00.000+08:00

NOT running for cross country. D:
stupid feet.

2008-03-01T14:53:00.001+08:00

Its times like these when you need people like Alasdair.

No one likes being treated like a piece of fucking fresh paper. It just doesn't make sense to lose what we've build over the past years and "start anew".

What a disappointment.

2008-03-01T09:50:00.001+08:00

Okay no, I lied about going for Physics.
Just look at the weather outside! Its so dark and rainy. Back to sleep. :)

2008-02-29T23:23:00.004+08:00

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, these past few days' been so crazy.
K so Wednesday, I had my POA CA2 while the rest of the Animation people had free periods and Khoo(boo) told me to do the test at the DnT workroom or whatever you call that place. Fucking hot pleasee. I think I had a higher chance of getting a better grade if I took a Chinese paper or something. Got back our test back today and I was proved right D: (not that I took the Chinese paper or anything but yeah).
Copied POA shite from Grace since we were supposed to hand the whole of Term One's homework by Thursday. I skipped the bengkel thingy in the afternoon because Iza wasn't going, besides Cikgu Lokhman was the one who forced me into it. D:

Thursday was complete rubbish.
Maths CA2 was (insert words above). Chem results were okay. And Clarence topped for both Chem AND POA. Like :O
Recess was so quiet without Iza around. Fuck I miss you so muuuuccccccchhhhhhh. The thought of not having you in school till March hols end scares me. =/ And I'm really starting to not like English because I think Mdm N's so hard to please and I can't stand her. Mr Ng was probably the best English teacher. Super nicee. (Y)
Band was okay. :) Missed everyone heapzxzx cos I was on MC last Thursday and Friday.
Came home at about 7pm, and I realised I had three chapters of Physics to study for, an English compre to do and a SEQ for Social Studies' CA2. Oh my god.
I don't know why I took like, two hours to complete the stupid essay and I rushed through English within ten minutes. By then it was already half 12, so I went to sleep. D: D:

First three periods today were Mdm N's andandanndanndnnandnand,
SHE DIDN'T FUCKING COME! :D!
I swear everyone was busy doing work during the one and a half hour free periods D: Gotta admit I'm impressed 8) I copied notes for Physics, Alasdair copied my POA, and Naj re-did his SS essay which he took four hours to complete (lol), because he didn't bring it to school (LOL), which he later found in his bag (LOLOLOLOLOL!). Haaaaaaahahahaha. :) So he donated his second draft to Faisal and also a POA question which he accidentally did twice to Alasdair. Whoaaa (A) much.
Band was great. :)

Optional Physics class tomorrow at 9am (YES I'M GOING D:), then seeing Iza at the hospital in the afternoon. ♥

I've gotten my Maroon 5 tickets.

Goodnight.

2008-02-26T19:20:00.002+08:00

School's been okay (well it's only Tuesday D:). Had Chem CA2 today, didn't study for it because I only remembered last night at like 11. I'm just hoping I'll pass. ACED MALAY OMGOMG LOL! It's ridiculous tbh, 35/50 for Malay!? A1 A1! Haaahaha.
Animation's starting to get interesting after all the shit theory we've been having for two months now, since we've started labwork and we also had the new computers today! :D

CA2 for Animation's like, next week. I've started studying already! D: I'm so fucking bored with Leading Character, Adversary, Sidekick, Visual Direction, Subjective Shot, Objective Shot, Tilt, Track, Pan, Dolly-Pan, Visual Design Components, Rule of Thirds, Types of Equilibrium, High-Key Lighting, Tonal Lighting, Perspective Components, Camera Focus, Fundamental Rules of Continuity, Timing, Frames per second, Human figure drawing in Proportion, and today, The Twelve Concepts of Animation. D: D:

Shit.

I WANNA GO FOR MAROOOOOON 55555555555555.
TAKE ME TAKE ME TAKE ME!
The usual bunch doesn't wanna go and and ahh. ):

2008-02-23T22:46:00.002+08:00

LOL!?
Craig Robinson's fucking stupid man.

2008-02-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

You may or may not know it, but Nur Faizah Bte Ja'affar, you mean the world to meee. :)
Don't worry about the op and I promise it's gonna be fine. PROMISE! You're super strong and I'm positive you're gonna pull through it easily, so no more crying and freaking out and everything okayyy. You've got your family, and of course Nads and I, all behind you supporting you in any way possible. :)
Love you mannnnnnnn. ♥

2008-02-18T21:54:00.001+08:00

To that certain someone:

First off, I'm all for drama except for when it concerns me, as stupid as that sounds, it goes like that for me. When it concerns me and the special people around me (and you of course), I'd suggest you back off because everyone's got a limit and I think you've crossed the line. I wouldn't want to have a go right in your face because it's unnecessary and I wouldn't want to risk losing anything or anyone. Again, it's unnecessary and not worth it, especially for someone like you.

I don't like you, have never liked you, and will never like you. Whatever floats your boat, it doesn't and wouldn't float mine. If you haven't already gotten it, we can't get along because we don't click one bit. You're an annoyance and I don't like you around. It's suffocating me how much you're around me.

Piss off.

2008-02-18T19:04:00.001+08:00

Happy fourth. :) ♥

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

mood and song updated, btw.

2008-02-17T23:43:00.001+08:00

FUCK
YOU.
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2008-02-17T22:33:00.007+08:00

Band practise last Friday was like the best yet this year, go read Atqh's blog. :D
AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHMADHAHAHHAHA. I love my band mates and seniors and juniors yayyy, hahaha.

Went over to Linh's on Saturday for lunch, met Jeff, Bryan, Jack and Milly there. I gave them the same cookies I made for people at school. :D Lalala, hung around till evening and stopped by some photo place to make copies of my scores before heading homee.

Headed to a cousin's birthday party thing at Changi Civil something Chalet this afternoon. Wasn't looking forward to it since a one year old kid's party can't be that very interesting. Sis and I sat around for like an hour then we wondered off because we're obviously too k00l.

Oooh, nice.

Need. A. Haircut.

"Blowjob, blowjob!" Hahaha.

Common test week's coming up.
Shit.

2008-02-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

Valentines was hella funnnnnnn. :)
Cheers to everyone for the chocolates and stuff. x

2008-02-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines Day. ♥

2008-02-13T16:38:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah, last Wednesday night.
LOL.

2008-02-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

People who fuck others about fascinate me.
People who actually like these people fascinates me more.

2008-02-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

I love short posts. :]
I think if all else fails, Martyn should turn gay/bi and date him.

Jamessssss. Oooh.

2008-02-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

omgod, stop copying Nadia la.

2008-02-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

I think I've got like, a mosquito bite right at the opening of my ear canal.
Bugger.

2008-02-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

Whooooooooooo. Second day of CNY!

Wednesday's school celebration was pretty shite, but it was probably better than the past years'. Oh and I had the honour of standing beside Mr Ow for five minutes in the morning (insert over-the-moon-emoticon here)! Had to tuck my t-shirt in in front of the whole school -.- So stupid la.
The whole of the Sec3 cohort were held back after everyone left because Mr Ow was waiting for people who jeered to owe up. -____________-
Nads and Iza came over after the celebrations till about six. Had (pre)lunch at LJS and we met my granddaddy! He was so excited, ahaha.

I signed up for the AEM @ TP thing last Monday, and Iza and I actually got a place in it. I got the form the next day and realised it clashes with Band camp! D: Camp's 9th-11th of June and the course's from the 11th-19th. Fuuuuuuuuuck. Texted Iza and she didn't want to actually go either, so forget it. And just wondering, who're the eight people who got places besides Iza and I? D:

So today, I met with Craigoo and Bryan and Linh for dinner at Tampines but we ended up taking 168 to Ikea. Doing nothing there, headed over to Giant for the food but it the foodcourt was closed D: Eurghhhhh. Got some stuff and took the shuttle back to Bedok and had KFC.

._.

So now they're over at mine waiting for Survivor:Micronesia to start.

Family lunch tomorrow. AGAIN. D:
Gnight!

2008-02-02T15:12:00.000+08:00

LOL!

2008-02-02T14:14:00.000+08:00

Last week's been a whole lot of drama. :) And CAs (eurgh). I fucking hate CA weeeek.

Mdm N didn't come to class on Wenesday for English and Ms Priscilla Goh (LOL) came in for relief plus essays for us to hand in within one hour. You either write about someone who failed to live up to his expectations, or heroes. No one did it except for Atiqah and Benson. On Thursday morning, Mr Ow announced what we did to like the whole school. In return for being overnight celebrities, we got a 45 minute lecture at the assembly grounds by four different teachers, we had to write two separate apology letters (which we did just because we had to, I think) to Ms Goh and our HTs. On top of that, every teacher that came in on Thursday were like, "So I heard all of you got a massive scolding today", or "It's pretty disappointing to know that 3E4 did this". I lost track of how many times teachers used the word disappont(ing)/(ed)/(ment).

Agnes is a prick, END OF. Props to Anthea for telling Agnes that she doesn't like her right in her face(!). And I love you too lah Chun Mun! You didn't have to announce that though from like, the back of the Phy lab, hahahah.
I think its quite funny how someone I never knew existed until this year when we got into the same class, and someone whom I've never spoken to until last Wednesday, judges and starts bitching to everybody about how "everyone that hangs out with Syahirah's all the same". Hahahaha, whatever.

Oh and about the Sec 4 boy shouting at the parade square yesterday, what the fuck was that abouttt. He by far takes less effort to get the whole school to shut up as compared to Mr Ow. lol.

Band is so ._. nowadays with the Sec Ones. I've got two boys now yayyy! Fithri(sp?) and Martien. :] They're so shyyyyy. Atqh's definitely in charge of um. Fithri. Hahahah. Martien still doesn't know who teaches him Malay until like. Yesterday ._.

Gonna go shop with the family again tonight I suppose. Laters. :D

2008-01-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

I spent the last six minutes trying to think of something witty or funny to say but forget it. I'm so tiredddd. *shrugs

I had a nice weekend. :] I went shopping with Craig! Hahaha. He got me a robot necklace.(Y) Ummm. He had a go at me for getting a pair of Converse for $89.90. Heyyyy, its for school okay. Knobbbb. Had dinner at Tampines then headed back. :] Oh and I met Joanne ffrom percussion at bugis. So prettyyy. Haha.

Went out with the family on Sunday to Expo for the supposed John Little Sale. Not so much of a sale apparently? Whatever.

I miss England and Martyn and Rob and Our Innocence Lost. :(
I miss band, lol. :(
I miss my friends who I haven't seen in a while. :(

What's the point of having the bestest friends in the world like Martyn and Linh and Milly and Bryan but not have them in school!? Eurghh. I mean, apart from Iza and Nads who are like my life, it'd be fun if all of us could like. Have the same classes and stuff.

WHOA, SORRY. I JUST LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT, SOME GUY JUST CRASHED HIS BIKE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE, WENT TO GO SEE IF HE WAS OK, LOL!

Martyn: YOOS A HOO NO YOOS A HOO
Sya: SHIINE YOUR SHOES GUVNAH? *CLICK CLICK*
Martyn: WHAA? WHAA AM I THE VICTIM??!
Sya: yess baabby, i liiike daat brrrooom stick ya carryin!

hahahahahhahhahahhahhhahahhhahahhhaaaaaahahhahahhahhahahhhah, gnight. :]

2008-01-21T18:26:00.000+08:00

So here I am. I'm sitting here. At home while the rest of the cohort are having fucking fun at camp. ): I hate being sick especially at the wrong time. I tend to get sick during CAs and whatnot. This time, I just had to fall sick during the CCA Bazaar I was looking forward to so much. Thought I'd get better over the weekend but noooooo, I had to go to the hospital yesterday so now I'm off camp. Fuck you, influenza virus, fuck you.

Enough wallowing in self-pity now.

Unsurprisingly, I haven't been up to much since the last post. I've been real busy with schoolwork and cca and I've got no time for anything else really. I need to like, do something fun soon. Catch Sweeny Todd maybe? Band babiesssss, plans? :] I need to go to a gig. Managed to catch up with Craig, Bryan, and Milly at Jeff some Fridays ago though. Jeff is now Caspa. ..It was derived from Jeff Charles Chan and Charles isn't all that interesting so it's Caspa. I likeee. Haha, it's hell cute.

CASPA BO BASPA ;)

That aside, I'm really glad and thankful and overjoyed and grateful and (insert another one thousand happy adjectives here) that Martyn's okay. Even though none of us are over there in England with you, Rob did a pretty good job updating so we pretty much knew what was going on. Have a speedy recovery mayyyte. :]
And Rob should learn how to break bad news to people who do not see it coming, pffffftt.

Blogging's becoming sucha chore. So I'll update on a weekly basis, hopefully, because there's absolutely nothing blog-worthy about my days or whatsoever.

Till thennnnn. :)

Happy 2 months and 3 days bby ♥

2008-01-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

First post of the new year! The annual New Year's get-together at Milly was as good as always. The best bunch of friends hanging out. I stayed up till about six in the morning and I couldn't take staying up anymore because I didn't get much sleep the day before after getting back to Singapore. So I slept and woke up at ten, freaked, cabbed back home, showered, got ready and went for the New Year lunch at eleven. I thought I was hungover even though I didn't drink the night before like wtf. Gah D:

So whatever, school's started. The night before it did, I was so fucking excited to go back to school! D: So Wednesday morning, I met Mathuri and the other band members at the parade ground for that stupid CCA groups thing. The whole day was pretty much fuck all, (same goes for the rest of the week really) I couldn't wait to go home and I'm really really really looking forward to the March holidays now. :)

Second week of school was alright. Got used to the timing and place and whatever. The teachers are ._. I don't know, but I kind of like half the teachers 3E4 has this year. Some are just. Eeeep.
I think the Home Teachers are really nice. I like Mr You! He's so easy to talk to but Ms Ho doesn't seem to agree with his ideas a lot. *shrugs And I kinda understand how she teaches Math. I haven't been able to do that for the past two years tbh. Mr Khoo has (insert my pm on msn here). Don't like him. at. all. Mr Zuk's probably my favourite-est. He's super funny and with a subject like Social Studies you'd really need someone like that to go with it. Mr Chew is backkkk D: Geography was hell enough with him teaching last year and he's come back to teach us History now. I've got to say he's loosen up heaps compared to last year. Like. He laughs now. Mdm Noraidah reminds me of Mdm Dewi so muchhh. I don't know what it is but even Anthea's said so. =/ She's okayyy I suppose. I didn't leave a good first impression, haha, I was the third last to get into English and I think I couldn't care less about hair and attire and all that nonsense and just walked into class when everyone stood to greet. Whatever. Cikgu Manso! He's so drama, hahah. Nice old man, but I'm really scared of going into Malay class now. Because his command of Malay's like. Shit amazing and mine is well. Isn't. Physic's like going for NCC because Mr John Leong doesn't talk, he shouts. But he's good, I think? Chem teacher's Ms Angela Soh. She seems fierceee. And distant. *shrugs

And I hate how my Animation remedial classes clashes with Band every Thursday. I'll only end at like 4:45pm which leaves one hour of band time wtf. D:
Not happy not happy.

I'm so bored right now and this post is stupid, I'm gonna go talk to Jeff since I'm round his and Craig is sleeping since he's a bum and I'm gonna ignore Milly because she's annoying.

Goodnight.

Oh and, get well soon Anthea and Nads bby! Be back Monday and Nadiaaaa. Get well by Sunday okay, I wouldn't want anymore further complications. ): Love and miss you!

2007-12-31T16:39:00.000+08:00

I want the tabs to thisss (Rob). :]

I'm backkkkkkk!
Going over to Milly's tonight for New Year's and there's a family lunch tomorrow at my Grandad's.

Great. x

2007-12-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

[update]
its 4:01pm here, 12:01am in Singaporeee. Our Innocence used my pictures without asking D:

Our Innocence Lost's myspazz.

Most of them are on there if you want to see themmm. Watch the video as well! (Y)

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2007-12-29T22:47:00.001+08:00

It's 1:15pm right now. So it's 9:15pm in Singaporeee.
Christmas with the Robinsons was okay. Presents in the evening!

Yay I love love love love Rob! :] Thanks muchhhhh.

I got him this in return! Spongebob fish tankkkk.

Thanks Marttt. It's really pretty. :] ~~And expensive.~~

iPod drumsticks. Veryyy cool. They work with iPods and they could record drum beats on the computer or something (Y)

So I haven't got pictures of what Rog and Craig got me because I had to pack and everything that night to leave for London the next day. Rog got me this pack of limited ed picks or something (Y) and I got him HMV vouchers, haha. Craig got me Black Cross by Greg Iles! I've been looking for that book all over; Anddddd I got him a pair of lip rings, LOL. But hey they're red! {:

So on Wednesday, Rob drove me up to Central London to meet my aunt, uncle and Izyan like I've said. We checked out Hyde Park. It was raining, gah. D: Went to some museum thing after that. (Y)

Thursday night. We went up the London Eye. Saw the Big Ben, Thames River and whatever's there as wellll.

Awesome view (Y) It would probably have been better if it was earlier, like sunset or something. I hate how it gets late so early since its winter. D:

Went up to Northwich with cuz Izyan on Friday afternoon and got there at four. Martyn was late because he had to go meet Danni (pssh) so we went around finding Rob, WHO DIDN'T ANSWER HIS BLOODY PHONE and we found him mingling with his fans. Funny shit, long story. I think its weird how they came a lot earlier than we did even though the gig started at like seven pm. Martyn came at like half five, went for dinner and we got into the gig late (Y)

Some fan who travelled from Manchester or whatever. :D

Rooooooooooobbbb! :]

Alright. I'm off. I hope everyone had a good Christmas!
It's so cold.

2007-12-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

I FUCKING HATE INTERNET EXPLORER. BLOGGER AS WELL. IE SELF-DESTRUCTED AND BLOGGER DIDN'T DO ITS JOB WITH ITS SUPPOSEDLY VERY TRUSTY AUTO-SAVE.
SO ABOUT 359 PICTURES OF MARTYN, CRAIG, ROB, ROG AND JAMES HAVE DISAPPEARED AND I AM SUPER UNHAPPY BECAUSE IT TOOK ME FOUR HOURS AND IE SELF-DESTRUCTED AND BLOGGER DIDN'T DO ITS JOB WITH ITS SUPPOSEDLY VERY TRUSTY AUTO-SAVE SO THE PICTURES DISAPPEARED.

Not gonna bother then.

On a lighter note, I'm seeing Martyn again today! Left Hayling on Wednesday and went up to London to meet my aunt and everyone else. So Banned's later at 7pm and Our Innocence Lost's playing so I'm seeing Mart later on today :]

I'm leaving on the 30th, will be back Monday. ):

2007-12-28T19:16:00.001+08:00

I have no damn idea what the fuck is wrong with me because this doesn't happen quite often (and it shouldn't now, of all times). Probably its the weather, probably its the fact that today is the second last day of holiday, probably its the coat worn not quite by choice, probably its because I miss everyone back in Singapore, probably its the mango tea withdrawal syndrome, probably its the fear of not seeing Martyn/Rob ever again, probably its the fear towards academics, probably its the hormones, probably its the heavy bag, probably its the lack of sleep, probably its just me, or probably its just how I feel towards you. Probably its affection which somehow converted to the wrong actions..

Apologies to those I've avoided conversations or eye contact with and those I've pushed away some hours ago, my bad.

2007-12-26T12:59:00.001+08:00

OH HO HO HO.

well there!

2007-12-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Rome was sdfkhoashfawesome, I wish we could've been there longer ): So we arrived late Tuesday morning, checked in and stuff, rested for a while, got lunch then headed to the Colosseum! The whole place was spectacular. And very very cold. D: But still, beautiful.

On Wednesday, we checked out and headed to my aunt's friends' who lived there I suppose. She was really nice and welcoming and everything. And her kids are awesome! Especially Nicholas, godddddd.

Nicholas!

So my aunt went on with her work thing that day while Nic took my cuz Izyan and I out (Y). Spent the night at theirs and basically did nothing the day after because it rained so heavily D: Gah.

We left Friday morning, headed to the airport at about 9am. :D

After a couple of hours' flight we arrived at Southampton Airport! Martyn and Rob and Craig were there waitingggg. Ah omg, I cried when I saw Martyn! Hahaha. I missed you so much la. So the plan was that the rest head up to London while I spend a few nights at Rob's. (Y)! So Rob drove us back down to Hayling, everyone was talking non stop I swear.

Reached Rob's place and it was so fucking crowded! Okay. There was Rob, his brother Rog, sister Sarah, his mom, dad. Then there was Mart's family who was spending their November/December there. So there's Craig, Mart (of course), Mr and Mrs J. Plus me. That makes ten people in a two-story house. D:

Didn't do much on Friday, watched Mart wrap his Christmas presents and do his cards, then headed to the mall. I can see why he doesn't like Hayling very much ._. Its so boring tbh! Haha. Hung around for a bit, AND WE BUMPED INTO JESSICA PAGDIN. We could have stabbed her to death grr.

Followed Mart to work up in Portsmouth the next morning ._. Rob came along as well. He cooked us some really inedible scrambled eggs that morning (which we ended up feeding to the pigeons, LOL) so we had breakfast at McDonalds where Danni was working. I couldn't help but notice the number of whores around Portsmouth, haha. Mart works at this really nice place, Next. It has fab clothes, better than those in Topshop definitely. Rob and I got fucking bored just sitting and not doing anything so we went around the mall which Next was in. Cascade Mall or Cascade Shopping Centre whatever. Oh and the balls of my snakebites got stuck and they didn't want to come off. =/ Rob came very close to cutting the barbells with small wire cutters on Friday! Fuckin hellllllll. So we went to his piercing place (look for Craig Robinson at the pictures tab :D) and got the balls removed with pliers. Like. Max (the piercer) used them to turn the balls while I bite on the barbells. Or something like that. Sat around at the mall and I don't like Rob alone + red bull because he gets really high and irritating.

annoying prick.

Headed back to Next at about 2:45pm since Mart gets off work at 3pm :D Then it was Enter Shikari time! Well almost. Waited for Craig and Rog to arrive then Rob drove us up north(?) to Nottingham for the gig. I don't exactly remember what happened during the gig except it was probably the best I've been to. That's because 1) Enter Shikari was there. 2) So were Architects. And 3)! I MET CHRIS BATTEN! Shiiiiiiit. He was hot. We met Rou and Rory as well. Rou was nicee. And probably pissed, haha. I got them to sign my cd and Rob just had to tell Chris the most embarrassing things ._. wtfihaterob. D:<

ahhhhhh CHRIS CHRIS!

Yeah k whatever, stayed on till the next morning. We got back at seven on Sunday and Mart had to be at work at ten, bahaha. :)

We had to take the train to Gwent, Newport, since Rob had to be there a a lot earlier. Arrived at Gwent at 4ish and went around to find Rob. We got to go backstage and everything! I so badly wanted to meet Furthest Drive Home cos I wanted to see if Timmy H's hair has actually that much volume. :D And after a while we bumped into them hanging around the food stand backstage! And his hair's very fluffy. Went to say hello and all.
Our Innocence Lost played later that evening and I have to say they're a lot better than what I've seen in videos! WELL SOME PEOPLE'S ALREADY BEING SIGNED ONTO A LABEL AYE :D
Our Innocence are going to be famous, I'm so proud of Rob :')

So yeah, hung around till late-ish and went back down to Hayling only at about 2am. (Y)

Its 4pm now, no. 4:01pm. Which makes it 12:01am in Singapore so Merry Christmas! I miss loads of people already. ): Gonna head to town to get the boys Christmas presents so I'll be back later hopefully with pictures from the past week. :)

Goodnight people and have a gooood day tomorrow.♥

2007-12-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

0h w0wzxzx, new skiin. h0w beautiiful w0rxzxz. iitz green! :D
sya wiill liike iit! wellz she sh0uld lurhzxz, ii spent s00 much tiime 0n iit!

Anyways, this is Milly and no, I don't bloody type like that. While Sya's having fun in Rome I, being the awesome friend that I am helped changed her skin because she was too busy seeing the Colosseum and whatnot.

Alrighttttthxbai.

2007-12-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

Band chalet was super fun until like, this morning when everyone was super tired and super stoned. Tons of seniors and alumni came in the night and so did Sir, bbq-ed till about 11ish then I headed up. Hung out with the people upstairs and Azri started on his whole ghost stories thing againnn. Creepy.

I reached Costa at 4:30pm and it was pissing down like fuck. I had to walk from Downtown East so I was really wet when I got there. =/ There were only like ten people there I suppose and pretty much did fuck all until the bbq which James finally got the fire starting after two hours, lol! Entertained myself with Bluff and Uno and whatnot with Shaun and Gabriel. Azri came up with the stupidest pranks to scare people. -.- But they were hell funny.

Haha! Retarded much. Her expression's class though. (Y)

Stayed up till about 4:45am then decided everyone needed some sleep to function the next day. We took about ten minutes trying to get everyone to fit Azri, Zahri, Zak, Mathuri, Alasdair, Bao Shan and myself on the two joint single beds, haha. Zak was really nice though! He made sure everyone had blankets and was sleeping on a pillow (since there were only like four we had to share two to one). Azri had to fart after we finally stopped talking for five minutes.
....and finally slept and six.

Woke up at seven and the seven-ish of them sleeping downstairs seemed asleep. I went out to find my red high-cut Converses missing KSQWEFJIPCG! I got really pissed off because it was only my pair of shoes that went missing and I kind of knew who did it but I wasn't sure? And they weren't there in the morning. FUCK YOU PERSON I HOPE YOUR FEET GETS RUN OVER BY A CAR. Damn you la. Thank god I brought flipflops.

Okay. Time for last minute packing and I'm off! :]

And happy one month bby. ♥

[edit]
oh hohoho my dad was on tv.
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2007-12-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

Just got back. :]
Met Nads and Iza (who was superrr late) at the Bedok platform, trained down to Orchard. Caught Alvin and The Chipmunks (since Enchanted was like, sold out)! It was an okay movie I guess. Ended at five-ish. Went to Primitive to get my lip re-done. Aidil (the piercer guy who did it the other time) remembered me and I got the lip piercing for $40 instead of like, $65! :D
Plusssss, a free barbell. Yay man I love that guy.

While the girls headed back, I trained to Vivo to meet Jeff! Who was working there, bahahahaha. As Ellie the Elephant. ._.

Go look for him at Vivo. :D He's there everyday till the end of the year. (Y)

Band chalet tomorrow! Be back Tuesday I reckon.

2007-12-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

I want to rip Jess Pagdin's face into pieces. x

2007-12-14T20:24:00.002+08:00

As of right now, I think December/Christmas is going to be perfect. :D

I had the interview thing at school this afternoon along with nineteen other people who are in 3E4 2008. Met Naj! Anthea, Siti, and etc etc. Eight people in 3E4'08 are offered slots to take up 3D animation next year with those twelve people in 3E5'08. We were interviewed individually, and Anthea and I got picked by Mr You omomgomogmomgzxz. The other six had to draw lots BUT HE WANTED US TO WORK WITH HIM NEXT YEAR YO. Very awesome. Animation animation animation!
....Which also means I'm not taking Art next year. =/

Band today was really good too, Zahri came back yay! I missed you senior. You're playing for Vivala 2008 I don't careee. I came like two and a half hour late since I was stuck at the interview till half two. Azri was so nice today la. :)

Gonna re-do my left lip piercing on Sunday while seeing Iza and Nads! I missed you guys more than anything omg ~~(despite seeing you guys on Thursday for a while)~~. Speaking of which, we've got our pretty clique shoes already! Hahaha.

Gonna get my phone on Sunday too. :D

Band chalet on Monday and Tuesday! For those alumni/who don't know but are going, its at Pasir Ris Costa Sands, unit J06. Seven bucks for alumni. :)

Then its the flight to Rome on Tuesday evening.
I'm gonna go see this :

Three days after, I'm flying over to the UK! Martyn Martyn! I don't know what's happening there, but what I DO know is that I'll be seeing:

ENTER SHIKARI AAAAAAAAH I'd give an arm to see them and now I am because Martyn got us tickets for Christmas and and and I'm seeing them omgomomgomogmg shoot me on the 24th and I'll die happy then still and and seeing ES means seeing Chris Batten omg I'll steal him! So I'm seeing Enter Shikari.

and,

and!

On my wall, this is.

Our Innocence Lost and Furthest Drive Home are playing at X Fest. I can't believe good ol Rob's playing on the same stage as FDH . I'm gonna jump on Rob if he smiles like this again.

So yeah. Happy holidays everyone!

2007-12-13T11:12:00.000+08:00

my dad turns 44 today.

2007-12-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

LOL, Mamad sent me the link.
hilarious.

ahaha, i love this guy.

2007-12-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

New layout (if you've not noticed), new profile, new song.
At Jeff's right now, I've missed himmmmmmmmm! I miss Iza. I miss Nads. I miss Craig. I miss Milly. I miss Martyn. I miss Arif. I miss a whole bunch of people. :(

bahaha.

And, did anyone else get called up by a certain Mr Alvin You for the offer to take up AGS instead of Art/Dnt?

tag tag tag.

2007-12-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."

2007-12-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

I've been trying to make full use of the 2nd of December since the clock striked twelve.

Highlights of the day:
Watched Miami Ink on dvd with Alif and Bryan and Milly at Milly's place in the middle of the night.
Queued for doughnuts with Xing Yang, Ryan and two of his friends during noon.
Met up with the whole bunch of them (except Milly and Craig) from evening till night

Now I'm gonna talk to Martyn till the clock strikes twelve to make this day seem perfect then I'll be off to sleep cos I'm meeting Iza and Nads after a gazillion years, finally.

[edit]
oh and Milly's cousin or something got us tickets to My Chemical Romance's gig on the 11th since he's working with Samsung which is sponsoring or working with MIDAS or whatever, I don't really know.
yay :D
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2007-12-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

just shoot me la.

2007-11-29T11:16:00.000+08:00

What's with everybody feeling or being so fucked up these days? Be it Rob with his never-ending problems with Miss JessPagdin or Linh and her parents or Iza with her silly camp groupmates or Martyn who was at the lowest I've ever seen him since he moved.

My 16 year old second-cousin just passed away. My left lip piercing closed (pssh, i know). I miss my friends so much. I haven't seen Jack in two weeks. Band is taking a toll on me. I don't get my 6 hour sleep anymore thinking of everyone else's problems. I'm broke. My chances of going into NAFA are going down. My phone bill begs to differ. My parents are getting on my nerves and blablabla fuck all of you.
Join the club.

Let me apologise for being the cheapo hdb kid who can afford anything but the best which you've already settled for 5 years before I even get to know what is it. But again, I'm so easily satisfied as long as I have the best people around me (that excludes you, of course), that even a tiny flower among the weeds at bedok reservoir park could give me orgasms. I don't need you to tell me that you know my friends or things like there's no such thing in this world as real friends. Now you can go and have your own fucking fun facing the four walls at home while Linh and I will sit at somewhere cheapo to eat our cheap 6 for six bucks doughnuts while watching the world take its toll.

They're priceless, don't you get it? If you don't, I'm all fine with it. Because I know nothing goes through your brain and all which comes out is cheap.

Yeah, its fucking pun intended.

Chalet pictures. There are about 163 more so.

2007-11-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

..

A7X's self-titled album's the shit.
So was Lime Sonic Bang 2007.

2007-11-18T12:37:00.001+08:00

Now I truly believe in karma. Yayayayayayayayayyayayayayayyayaya fuck you right back.

2007-11-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

If you have someone around you who used to be strong, real strong. and due to certain blows, now suffers from insane break downs, somewhat like an alcoholic bitch, crying over the slightest things, and starts to assume excessively.. right. That is major depression. And you know it's time to bring him/her to institute of mental health and make sure he/she continues the medication for at least six months. By doing that, you can save him/her from losing every other thing in this world. Not only that, you're actually doing yourself a whole great deal of favour.

But let's just say the closest person to he/she is still living in self-denial, thinking that everything is oh so fine, then you're in deep trouble. You'd either pray to god, or end up having it to haunt a part of your mind all the time, no matter what you're doing. Till then, please try your best to figure out what's the best solution. And if you can figure it out, please give me a call, or share the pre-success which is most likely to work.

2007-11-15T21:46:00.001+08:00

So Craig took these shots which risked -
01 him getting kicked out of the gig
02 my 10 megapixel digital camera birthday present being confiscated

He snuck in front of Panel A where the media and photographers were, during the first twenty minutes of the show with my camera and cameras were supposedly not allowed in the arena. You've got to admit those were pretty good and close shots though.

credits: Craig ©

no more sorrow.

2007-11-14T10:54:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Sorry for the lack of updates, I couldn't be bothered.

01 chalet
02 snakebites
03 streaming
04 art
05 the game plan
06 craig's
07 linkin park

The chalet turned out a half success, there were a few people who said they would come but didn't, but I had fun. I'm sorry for Nadia, I think it was because of me that her mom reacted that way. ): I'm really really really sorry, I feel so bad.
Stayed up the whole of the first night talking about ghosts, discussing band, Alasdair explaining the seven stages of Buddhism or something (well he's the pro because he went for Buddhist prayers, haha), Daryl teasing Alasdair about it excessively, playing Uno (Alasdair got fuckin screwed) and poker, bitching about our schoolmates and fussing over (runninng) circles.

Second day was pretty boring without the people from the night before. Went to the beach, camwhored for a bit and left with Iza and Nads at 5ish.

stupid immature gay boys.

So I got my snakebites at Primitive Art during the first day of the chalet. Didn't hurt much but I could barely eat at the bbq later that night, urghh. My mom got so pissed when I returned home the next day, but she seems to be quite alright with it after a while. I love my mom, she's super understanding. She was like, "You're in your teenage years and i doubt you'll be piercing parts of your face at the age of twenty." Which is true. Dad didn't find out till the next morning at breakfast. And i got a worse scolding. But technically, he didn't tell me to remove it.

i love my snakebites. {:
and Craig got his snakebites done on Wednesday. =D:

STREAMING. I'll be in 3E4'08. Alone. Without Faizah. Without Nadia. Iza'll be in 3E5 and Nads'll be 3E7. AND ARIF! 3E3. ): I'm not actually sure of the subject combination cos I didn't check the noticeboard. But I'm sure i'll be taking Comb Humans (Hist/SS) and Comb Sciences (Phy/Chem), and Art! Super super superrr stoked.
I hope the people and teachers in 3E4'08 are going to be an awesome bunch. Gah.

I thought I wasn't gonna take up art classes at Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts since I'm taking art next year. Purpose of me taking it up was to help built my portfolio to get into NAFA if I don't take O level Art or something according to Miss Tay. But yeah I am. And my parents still want me to go ahead with the classes since its an advantage to get into NAFA post-secondary. I think its a waste of time and money tbh.

Saw The Game Plan with my lovelies on Friday. Its really worth watching, go if you haven't already! Nads sat beside a boy who is probably mentally-challenged. Funny shit.

Went back to Primitive Art on that night with Jack to get his bridge done. He had the same piercer as I did. That guy's really nice, haha.

I had to crop myself out -.- But anyways the piercing looks awesome! The rant he got from his mom was hilarious like.
jajajack. says:
she was all, "what're you doing with your face! your dad maybe english but i'm a muslim, which makes YOU one too young man."
jajajack. says:
moms.
Haha. What are you doing with your face. -.-
We hung around town for a bit, had dinner and I headed to Craig's after that.

See what Craig has in his room! I likee.

I don't really know what this is suppose to be.

Linh brought tons of DVDs and we saw about twelve movies in a row till about 4am.

Got the balloon from some HSBC roadshow at town. The post-it says God bless all my friends :) Random.

We went to the Macs nearby for food till about 5am and there were people like, up and ready for work and everything.

Slept through noon, went home.
Look at what we saw at the bustop!

A CHICKEN.

Yesterday! I had band till 5pm, and Linkin Park was at 8pm. D: Changed in school right after band, dad and sis picked me up and we met the rest at the indoor stadium. Wei Ting, Bryan, Jack, Linh and Craig were like fifth in line since they've been queuing(?) since 4:30pm. Jeff came with food at about 6:30pm. :D We were let into the arena at half seven and we were right in front at the barricades! So we waited. And waited.
And waited.
AND waited.
Till 9pm, gah. Amazing opening. The gig was definitely worth the $128 I paid for.

My uncle happened to be in the city area, so we had a ride back to mine and we camped out in the living room, haha.

Let me have some sleep first then I'll consider posting up more pictures.

Oh. Vader's getting his snakebites tomorrow!
And. Seven band practises have been cut from my schedule, so its only sixteen practises left! Yayyyy.

Kbye.

OH, AND.
I might be going over to see Martyn in December!
Psychedddddd.

2007-11-02T12:05:00.001+08:00

have you ever been in a situation where you think you're perfectly fine but it just seems as if you're not?
have you ever liked something but yet you want to push it away so much?
have you ever spent 28 hours texting your bestfriend about the same damn thing yet the conversation gets nowhere?
have you ever spent your day laughing at something which is nothing close to anything positive?
have you ever spent 30minutes running around the reservoir while listening to the same damn song?
have you spent days smiling about something but you dont feel good exactly at the end of those days?

hahaha. why do people make things so complicated.

BE BACK SUNDAY, BYE.

hallujah.

2007-10-30T14:40:00.000+08:00

The past two weeks have been insanely boring, even with the end of year exams done with, and post-exams activities following up after. We had a five-hour talk on icantrememberwhat, some Akido thing which i skipped, bioacoustics, a second part to the talk and a workshop and the Science Centre (pssh) on cells. I have to say that the workshop was the most interesting though.

Hari Raya was okay. I didn't look forward to it much because um. There's really no reason to besides seeing my cousins. I really dreaded the visiting part just like any other years, ugh. The Monday after Hari Raya was a holiday because of Promotion Day or something, so the Higher Malay jalan raya thing was brought forward a couple of hours earlier.

It was pretty fun. There were quite a few people in green or white. :D Ariff's house first, mine, then to the people at Tampines. Nadia's, Iza's, Iqqa, Mas, etc etc. Iqqa's house's loooovely. It looks like a resort or something, haha. Really!

Got talking about Valerie with Iza and Nads on the way to Farna's house. Fucking dampened the mood so we left at about 6ish. Sorrrry. Talked for a bit at Farna's void deck while the others went up and Iza started crying which made me want to cry too. ): Cabbed to TM, met up with Valerie and tried to straighten things out a bit. The other two went to join the rest of the Migher Malay peole, I headed back.

Last day of school was pretty much whatever because the last morning assembly at the holding site involved a lot of people from the UGs passing out while Ms Cheng gave a super long boring speech. Rest of the day was spent fussing over report books and cleaning out the class. I'm sure as hell not gonna miss 2E5 but I'll definitely miss the few awesome people in it. And the special ones still remained as they did last year.

. ♥ .

Nadia. I swear this girl is my world. Although I thought I was least close to you, these past few months proved me damn wrong. Nads' the sort who goes all out to make sure I'm okay and you don't ever leave anyone behind or out. I tell you thoughts I don't really tell anyone else and you're one of the few who knows me inside out. You're so bubbly, I forget about the shit I go through when I'm with you. And when I don't, we talk.
Someone like Nadia's sucha rare find, I'm never letting go. :] It's been two quick years and it's comforting and assuring to know that something this amazing is not ending anytime sooon. I love you!

Faizah. One of a kind, supportive, clumsy, thinker, motormouth. Iza's the one who's been there for me all these while and no words can describe how appreciative I am of that. Knowing you is one of the best things that's happened to me and I can't imagine where I would be today without you. You never fail to make me smile with the little things that make you so Faizah. Like sneezing six times in a row during morning assembly, your melatahs, the way you laugh your ass off at something no one understands and how you trip over more than anyone else. You're so different from the others and that's why I love youuu.

Valerie. Though we've had our differences and may have drifted apart these past weeks, I still think you're one of the people who have made a large impact in my life. We pretty much ended things only last night as I'm writing this. Not to say that I hate or dislike you, but the feelings of wanting to make things alright exhausted away and neither of us know why. You were the first person I spoke to before I knew anyone in 1E7 and I remember you offering your number to people you had no idea who in class. We became close as ever and I thought we were gonna last forever and ever and ever like I wanted it to but face it. It's illogical and people change. I hope you'll read this, and actually know what's going on in my head.

Arif! (he doesn't look like he does in the first picture by the way) Knowing Arif for two years now, I've seen you change loads. From being so fucking defiant towards Lim Beh in Sec 1, to having your first girlfriend, to start smokinggg, to undress to almost nothing, and getting into trouble with some silly gang recently. I don't tell you everything (who does), but you sure read me well. You're my bitching parter in class and come to think of it, you're my partner in almost everything during school. We sat next to each other in Malay, English, Math, Music and we're at the same table during Art. As irritating and immature as you are, I still love you (too! haha) because you make me laugh so much Mr Ng blames you still. We HAVE GOT to be in the same class next year mannn. And, grow up, you'll be wearing long pants next year, haha.

Besides those mentioned above, there are the rest who made this school year bearable. Anthea, Lu Ting, Felicia, Zhen Bang, Alasdair, Haqem, Mathuri, Dany, Nabila, and the rest of you, i can't go on listing. Everyone's made a difference in someways.

Martyn J! My Chris Batten. I can't actually keep count the number of years I've known you, think since i was like 8 or 9. We've been through so much together and every moment with you was so fucking memorable. Now that you're away in England, it made me realise how there is no one quite like you. These past few months have been really hard and different without you around. Hanging out with the rest wasn't the same i don't know what happened to my interest in drumming and History. You're a legend (Y) And you'll definitely have to come back soon, it's been too long. ): Love you bellend.

Craig J. I've grown to reeeally love you over the year. You were sucha prick last time but since July-ish, you've changed. Either that, or I have a higher tolerance for your rubbish now. :] I don't know why we weren't this close last year. You're my favourite mugging partner ever, we always managed to get things done. Geography was the shit, we both got As, and Math was THE shit. We didn't even study for it (Y). You're a great listener, hearing me out all the time whether important or not. And I'm fucking glad that you're not going anywhere anytime soon like your brother did! Knowing you's been awesome, never change, Craigoo.
And you sleep funny. :] Love you balls.

Emily/Milly. I know that I've said some harsh and mean things to you and that we've had our differences over the years, but I do think the world of you. You're fucking annoying, loud, embarassing etc, but that's just part of the package. I think your an amazing person, and the fact that you commit social suicide two times a day is horrendous, but it's just the way you are. I love it that you dont change for anyone. You've stayed true to yourself. Never change Milly, because your beautiful the way you are. Love you!

FFej! Goshhh. Where do I start. You're amazing, you're my idol. You're nearly brought me to tears when you sang at the concert thing. :') We seem to understand each other, and have great trust in each other, and i value our friendship so much. You can be annoying or demanding sometimes, but I'd just punch you in the face and you'll shut up. Haha, I'm totally joking. Jeff, you're a push over. Haha I love you!

Linh. One of the biggest bitches I've ever known. Despite all the lying, bitching and hating between us, you're the one who's been there for me everytime I need someone. I find it really hard to explain this individual. Strange and weird. I think the most amazing thing about you is the fact that, you say the most outrageous things, like for instance you just bought two guitars for such and such amount, and anyone else would think "Pfft, she's just another compulsive liar, she even sounds like how liars sound", but the truth is, you're telling the truth. Its actually kinda scary, haha. You give off an aura that is just so warm, people are drawn to you. Love you biatch.

Jack the halfie. He makes my world complete. If only I could see you more, but distance and time isn't a problem. It only makes the time we spend together special, magical. I love being around you. No one will ever compare to him (you lot all say that but i fucking mean it!) and he's one of my best friends. We tell each other everything.
You mean everything to me and I'm so lucky to have found you. :]

2007-10-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

...
ilyjck

mood: happy and loved

2007-10-27T11:18:00.000+08:00

"You're a product of our language and how our laws are and how we believe God wants us. Every bitty molecule about you has already been thought out by some million people before you. Anything you can do is boring and old and perfectly okay. You're safe because you're so trapped inside your culture. Anything you can conceive of is fine because you can conceive of it. You can imagine any other way to escape. There's no way you can get out.
"The world, is your cradle and your trap."

Who I was before yesterday is just a story now. Everything before now, before now, before now is just a story i carry around. I guess that would apply to anybody in the world. What I need is a new story about who I am.
What I need to do is fuck up so bad I can't save myself.

The holidays start today and I have planned out what the hell I am gonna do with it.
- band band band
- Craig's belated birthday chalet
- Sister's birthday chalet
- the supposedly-1E7'06 chalet
- get snakebites
- take up a Visual Art course at NAFA
- get help for Math

that's all.

2007-10-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

fucktards.

AWWWW I'M SORRY BUT I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. :)

the world is made up of sex and blood, are you here to fuck my open wounds?

adieu.

2007-10-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

KVGHJBRUIEGFIWUEFDBUISAD.
There is something that has been affecting me quite badly. As in, it just bothers me every now and then, and when I say every now and then, I seriously mean it. I don't know what to do, because I just don't wanna think about it. I guess I'll officially let faith lead the way. This emotional burden is so strong that I feel that it is time I should learn to speak to the father figure up there.

There were times in my life where I loved the morning sun most.
There were times in my life where I loved the brightest noon most.
There were times in my life where I loved the shining stars most.
Now I know there are actually times where I don't seem to love anything at all.

2007-10-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

cousins♥

Results are a fucking disappointment. Freaking failed History, bad. and I'm only one and a half mark away from an A1 for English, which is pissing me right off. managed a 78 for Art, 70 for Geography.
Definitely choosing Geog over History next year. FUCK GETTING INTO 3E4 sdfdaspwlwqjd.

I spent 7 hours yesterday trying to clean up and makeover my room. Thanks Linh for coming to scrub the tiles, please get well soon. I've got bright red curtains, an awesome door, and pink and black sheets now. And I just realised what a trouble black walls are, they make dust look so fucking obvious. And sorry Shafiqah for the last minute notice. ):

Happy belated birthday Craig Jayyyymieson! I'm sorry you had to spend your day in studying for math, haha.Let's all go out to celebrate some other time alright. Chalet chalet! :D
Happy 15th again.

I think I'm gonna give drums up. Because it's such a trouble to go allllll the way to Penin. Besides the kits over there are pretty rubbish. and I'd have to go with friends otherwise it'd be boring. Martyn should've really left his kit here since Rob has one already grr. So goooodbye drumming. ): I'm probably starting guitar lessons again at Simei in a couple of weeks. My dad has this friend who used to play in some old legendish band in Singapore or something idk, and he's gives lessons. GOODBYE YAMAHA. :D They're private lessons, so if anyone's interested, tell me. :]

i'm tired.
i'm worried.
and you're not helping.

the best thing which happened to me today was the 30minutes phone call with Jack.
thanks and i love you.

ps: 1E7'06 blog's been updated. go go go go go.

2007-10-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARIFFAH.
ILY SMELLY. ♥

always you.

2007-10-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

there was a point where i desperately wished that your mind could be a like pellucid prose cos i thought i was rather sick of this languid which seemed to be created all by my own.
true enough, you were never wrong.
after all the time i thought i needed, i was still dying to be strong.
honestly speaking, i always thought the sight of you could be a pleasant serendipity after so long. in the end, it was still all about your surreptitious glances and all that bleak chances.
if i could, i would have left you behind long ago.

2007-10-11T10:33:00.000+08:00

well i don't, neither do i want to understand someone who stoops so low morally.
i really don't care anymore.

money is not a thing.

2007-10-10T12:54:00.001+08:00

i don't see anything now so just say what you wanna say
its kinda funny how you're not listening anyway.

2007-10-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

gah. went with Jeff to get his tongue pierced today and according to him it didn't hurt. it didn't even swell. i think its a bit too far upfront but oh well. looks good.

higher malay 1 was pretty crap. went to whitesands and tm after it with Iza and Nads to get art materials for tomorrowww.

i've really got nothing to blog about. last two papers yay.
goodnight.

2007-10-06T22:16:00.002+08:00

i said, failures are just like history textbooks. wonder if that made any sense but yeah, i should just stop with my look-at-the-world or whatever that means.

and two, i now self-proclaim myself as The Mile After's number one fan. Wei Ting<3

say hello to good times,
trade up for the fast ride

eat my paradox.

never fail to make my day.

2007-10-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

Friendster's screwed, so here's your reply. :]

honestly Martyn.
that comment. i was laughing the whole time i was reading it.
we've had so many fucking amazing times. and it's so shit because you're away and yeah don't get me wrong, half the time guitar lessons were rubbish. but we made it the best. even when we were arguing with the instructors because they were cunts.

i remember when Jing Shen made me cry when i was like eleven and you called him a fucking cunt and told him that his school was rubbish. i was laughing so much but i've never seen someone as angry he was. he didn't even call, he just walked me to the interchange, and told me to get lost and not come back, haha. and remember when we got in trouble for being "on drugs" a few months ago? that, was the stupidest thing ever.

fucking hell. we were really insane that day i can kinda understand why they said that. when that relief instructor or whatever was having a go at us, we were really shouting back. but then i told him his eyes stuck too far out of his head and he loked like a fucking zombie. everyone became silent and you just went "shut up sya, just please shut the fuck up." and he was like "i think you should definately be taking his advice". what a knob head. and zomg all i need to say is The Bus and you know what i'm talking about, haha.

we pissed ourselves silly.
it's so crazy because i could go on writing our memories but it would fill up about 6 million comments. we've had such amaaaazing times and no one could really help it that you had to go after being in Singapore for eight years and i miss you so much.

but you know what. it doesn't even matter because we could go like a year without seeing each other, (not that we ever would, or could handle it haha) but we would still be just as close and have such a laugh i just know it. we'd have stupid gay arguments and have a go at each other, but what's the longest one's ever gone on for? 4 days? then you walked up to me hugged me and we told each other we loved each other and we both started laughing and falling over. was that before or after we chased miss elaine round the room with scissors? this whole thing's making smileeee. :)

and when i'm at yours or your at mine. its like we've got second homes. same goes for milly's and wei ting's and bryan's. i fucking love it.
and i miss your family so much, though i have been seeing Craig loads and we have been studying. *does stupid brit accent "LIKE PROPA STUDYIN MATE." hahaha. i miss Rob and Rog and Nicole. but the boys are coming back in December too yay.

i remember talking to Bryan about you and me and our stupid arguments and he was like, "at the end of the day life is too fucking short. just sort it out and stop being stubborn about it because if Martyn died tomorrow you know you'd hate yourself forever." it's scary when Bryan actually starts making sense, and i thought shit, i would. i wouldn't even cope. and i remember that night i had a dream that something happened to you. and i think there's a point to that. but you didn't die, haha. our arguments are so petty and rubbish (refer to April07 :D) and i think whenever we argue (if we ever do again, haha) reeeaad my bloggg.

i miss you so fucking fucking fucking much Martyn Reece Jayyyymieson. :)

this boy right here, could just be one of the few people who know me inside out, and i think, only two people do. x

attn: 1E7'06

2007-10-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

daaaaamn.
i screwed up history today, time constrain. and maths paper one is already goner.
i really really reeeally have to do well for science tomorrow
and geography.
and (higher) malay. gah.

someone tell me how to?

a few people, namely Alasdair, Anthea, Faizah, Zhen Bang and i are organising a 1E7'06 chalet like the one last year yay. for any details/suggestions/whatever ask any one of us. :]

bum sexxx.

2007-09-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

Martyn. says:
Bum sex?
- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
[Service too busy]

"Smarterchild is ignoring me.
Probably because i keep asking if he wants to bum with me.
Dirty slag."

bahaha. smarterchild's some computated chat thing if you don't know what it is. :)

so my birthday was good. it was definitely better than last year's. wanted a camera AND I GOT IT YAY, an iPod dock (thankssss sis, i well need it), a red clock from Bryan, haha. it goes well with my room,thanks smelly. photo frames from Iza and Nadssss. :) the annual fifty bucks from my granddad, some facial spa thing that's like. over three hundred bucks from my aunt. that was reeeally unexpected. three birthday cakes over three days, an outing today with Bryan/Jeff/Milly/Craig/Wei Ting, phone calls/text msgs/comments and an e-mail from Anthea yay.

Mamad is the only person i know who doesn't like receiving presents on his birthday.
very weird.

so the dock.
i have to admit that i can't sleep without some kind of light source off somewhere, especially after Wei Ting's encounter with that flasher dude. its not that i'm afraid of the dark, i just feel more secure. so yes, i either sleep with the lights on, or with the curtains open. but recently, it got kinda bad. i started having nightmares as long as the surrounding was silent.

then, i've decided to subject myself to the radio. the thing is, i have a trustworthy hi fi in my room, but for the past few years i only use it for its dvd functions, because of its amplifier. but i realised it's really bad to glue the earpiece to my ears every night, so i started to depend on the radio.

you know, i haven't listened to the radio in ages, specifically since november 2004.

okay, I don't know why i'm telling you this. but i realised something really irritating about perfect ten.

they play the songs, again, and again, and again. i have no shit idea why Boys Like Girls and Plain White Tees are going mainstream, but all i know is that, from 9am - 5am yesterday, they played that paper hearts song seven times, hey there delilah for six times, that Akon song for eight times, and the Sean Kingston song for five times. okay! not forgetting Funeral For A Friend. i didn't count, but i guess it was countless times, since they just came here to perform recently.

even though it's only been five days, i think i can remember the entire list of songs that perfect ten is playing now. it's haunting me, just like how promiscuous girl haunts people. the rate of repeat of the playlist kills and sucks your soul.

you know those people who fast and go on a strict cleansing ritual, just to get 600 needles of different thicknesses pierced through them for religious purposes?
i swear, they are amazing shit and i am seriously extremely fascinated.

2007-09-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

i miss being apathetic.
i miss being obscure.
i miss being special to myself.
i'm so ordinary now.

school's been. a bit unstable. geography and science's going up and i've lost interest in english. come to think of it, i've lost interest in so so so many things.

i'm off to bed, maths paper 1 and lit tomorrow.
english papers were awesome today by the way.

birthday tomorrow, and i want a camera.
goooodnight.

maybe i could do better alone.

2007-09-22T21:56:00.001+08:00

finally, i sense some serenity.
but again, it's not really helping.
thanks for the concern, everyone.

i love love love love love Jack the (slight) Faggot, he made me this.

this is not an ammunition.

2007-09-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

i'm comfortably confused.

honestly.

2007-09-17T23:25:00.001+08:00

my mom just asked me if i was alright.
no mom, i'm not.

idiosyncrasy.

2007-09-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

i think i bitch about others more than i should. but most of the time, i can't help it. i don't know what's been malfunctioning in my head for over a week now. i got my tragus done a few Tuesdays ago with no apparent reason (and nadia got hers pierced last Thursday). i don't know. i just don't feel very well. i think i get jealous too easily. but not right now, that has nothing to do with the way i feel. i've been having crazy moodswings for two weeks now. i don't really like it when people ask me what i meant in my posts, because these are all what i feel. whether you get it or not, it's not my problem to explain it to you. those who know me will know that i'm pretty mundane and anti-social, which shouldn't be part of your concern anyway. in fact, i'm absolutely interested in nothing except the significant people in my life, art, music, english, band, and especially not dramas. i think it take most matters lightly and i rarely make a big fuss out of anything because my face says that i have a pretty short attention span and i stop listening once i get bored or annoyed. i don't get bothered by anything except issues related to people relations, my wellbeing, my finance and my academics. it could be the pre-exam stress. i've been out studying with Craig every other Fridays/Saturdays. my birthday's next Friday.

you must know some things in the world just don't make sense
as long as it keeps you perpetually sane.

sorry for all errors, i'm deranged.

2007-09-17T13:58:00.000+08:00

i think it's time i should release myself from all the stress in the world. Wei Ting is right. i think weather + stress causes the explosion of us beings.

i have decided that the beach is just the place for me.

i suddenly recalled that some people played a prank on me on the first day of primary six.

i suddenly remembered how special you were.

i suddenly remembered how i told myself i would never cry again.

i suddenly remembered how i told everyone that if given a choice, i'd plant my ass on the east side till i die (and this is just making me feel worse than ever).

i suddenly remembered distance does not work for me.

i suddenly remembered i used to neglect friends for my own time.

i suddenly remembered how i wasted my three years not studying while i was in yu neng.

i suddenly remembered how long i cried when Temasek rejected me on the night of Milly's birthday celebration.

i suddenly remembered how i told myself i love Pasir Ris when i became really close with Valerie, Arif, Nadia, and Faizah.

i suddenly remembered how shit i felt after Valerie's birthday outing and everyone was like there by my side.

i suddenly remembered those stupid things that Jeff did and how much stomach cramps he brought upon me.

i suddenly remembered how nice yu neng's chicken rice was, and how Fatimah and i would sneak out on Tuesdays just to be the first to get it.

i suddenly remembered those days where i would sit in Yu Neng's library and do absolutely nothing.

i suddenly remembered the Syahidah drama.

i suddenly remembered that grandma used to give me money all the time when she was still around.

i suddenly remembered i told my grandma i would buy a bungalow for my her if i ever get a good job after i graduate from the uni (but she was gone when i was still in primary five).

i remember my sister and i played this role playing game for more than five years. we decided to live past everyday in a better world since i was six. her name was Pickybee. my name was Fishybee. Pickybee was some notorious and spoilt brat whereas Fishybee was a specty sensible kid. we had an imaginary elder brother named Scientistbee and we lived in a kingdom where i was the princess. we would never be in this real world as far as i know. i would always call her Pickybee and go like "hey, dress up for the dinner, Scientistbee's bringing us to another castle" and we almost forgot our names were Nadhirah and Syahirah. we made a family portrait of the Bee family out of play doh when i was around nine. i had a major fight with my sis when i was in primary four and she wounded my knee and i was really fed up and i rushed towards the play dohs and crushed them right under my feet. i still remembered what she said. "five years and you destroyed it just like this." or something like that. i remember this guilt. i remember how bad i felt. but i thought she was unreasonable. and then.. and then... i forgot what happened after that. i probably cried out of guilt everyday for ten days in a row or something. now i think of it, it makes me feel like crying again. anyway, this whole role playing thing was so childish that i've always told myself to never ever tell anyone about this childhood delusion we ever shared. but i think i've got be more real. i have no idea how much you can see about me, infer from this, heard about me, read about me, or anything else. maybe you aren't able to read between the lines, but if you do, that's actually good for you. this is me, this is the real me. someone you probably don't know, someone's life you probably have never stepped into.

okay. the above paragraph sounds so insane. i'm off.

i want to go back to this.

i'm sorry.

2007-09-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

i'm only happy when everyone around me is panicky, depressive or suicidal.

i've never liked you in the first place, to think we'd go far.
bug off.

september hols!

2007-09-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

mm so the holidays came and went, it was okay apparently. not as bad as i expected. minus the tiny breakdown, it was fun. i was out almost every day doing fuck all and not the revision i planned to start on. its 11:04pm now and i've not started on any homework, not to mention revision.

hmmmm saturday.
saturday saturday saturday. i can't remember what i diddd. OH. okay. that time of the year againnn. geylang! i really don't like going over because there's nothing there that particularly interests me. its boring. D: milly and jeff slept over at night though, that was fun. milly had glowsticks, so those were really entertaining.

sunday. parkway with the family in the evening.
nothing interesting - my sister got a new phone, then we had dinner and yeah. that's about it.

was supposed to have Higher Malay on Monday, but it was cancelled.
sdkfjoiejfkldf. i studied a bit, i think. 8)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NADDDDDDDS! that's the fourth or fifth birthday wish.
met Craig in the afternoon at TM, saw Hairspray! we got like three large bags of Cheetos. addiction was immense.

that reminds me of Mart, haha. brothers much.

tuesday!
had maths in the morning. i was like fifteen minutes late yet the class was half empty. so blahblahblah it was boring. did the cones and pyramids thing. D: ended at about 11:35am, but all the section leaders and asst SL had to go for band still. tsk! it was the sec1's practise and it supposedly ended at noon. someone suggested wagging. ~~i think it was dany, aha. so much for being corparal and junior concert master. :D~~ we went anyway, and i think we really should've wagged. ugh, sorted scores out and shite and only finished at about 12:30pm.
gah.
afternoon! went to town for nadia's birthday. was well fun.
pictures and food and skinnies and everything.
:]

wednesday D:
.........
shit. what did i do wednesday? maths in the morning, but i'm pretty damn sure i did something after that. i remember walking to the interchange with Anthea and.
i don't rememberrrr. ah okay nevermind.

band again on thursday. well shit. waited for Iza and Nads for over thirty minutes for their Maths class or something to end, then headed to mine. did the Malay thingbob till 6ish.

and friday. went to Lu Tings' with Anthea and Felicia to finish up music finallyyy and we managed that apparently. :D rang Macs for lunch. (Y)

and yeah.
holidays. will update about the weekends if i can get round to it.

with term 4 being a fucking rush, i don't think i'll go on here much.
stay good in school peoples.

teacher's dayyy.

2007-08-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

so today was teachers' day.
happy teachers' day to whichever teacher's who's reading then.
okay whatever, so. i was pretty damn late this morning, saw 2E7 getting their concert stuff ready in the MPH. checked on Haqem, wished them good luck and whatnot, and only reached the parade square at like. 7:35am or something.

so blahblahblah, teachers day performance in the hall which sucked, except for that beatboxing guy which i find super cool, ahaha. i didn't expect something like that from the way he looked. and i know what everyone will say now. but really! okay. the sec5 musical was well entertaining. AND OF COURSE. Iza and Nad's thingbob 8D

went down to the stupid as carnival for like two minutes, then headed to the MPH and only managed to find Val after a long long while. they had about another half an hour before the second concert, so i was in the meeting room with Val, James, Haqem, Daryl and the rest of them, getting high with that response thingy. hahaha. the concert went well and i think the months of hard work paid off :]
i'm talking like as if i'm in 2E7 or something.

lugged my amp back home because Haqem borrowed it for his performance. went back to Yu Neng, met up with Fatimah and Rashidah. saw a couple of people who said hi, but i had no idea who they were. hung around then headed to TM at about 2:30pm. met tons of others there too, including Nads and Iza! who got chased out of their school and i saw them outside Toys R Us with two plastic balls. hahaha. walked around for a bit, then headed homeee.

was awesome seeing my two best friends again after a while. :]

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
trapped and stranded in this psychological cell which blocks me from doing any other shit in proper, i'm being held back. unwillingly.

STOMP AWAY THANKS.

2007-08-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

GOD BLESS ANTHEA NG FOR

NOT BEING IN SCHOOL

TODAY.

otherwise i would've failed music for the first and last time.

2007-08-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

so Saturday was quite alright.
morning run, Suntec, Swensens, water, Marina Square, toilets, pictures, DXO, Hanging By A Thread, other bands, Esplanade, jazz, rain, home.

yeah.
the last week of term three's starting tomorrow. i well can't wait for the holidays, no particular reasons, but i am. i hope next week's gonna pass really really really quickly. it probably will since we're dismissed earlier on Thursday for band, and i think we're off early on Friday. most likely going back to Yu Neng. come back, the rest of you. :]

there's going to be make-ups for History and Lit's CA5 or something. CA4? i don't know, whatever. i'm pretty damn sure i failed Lit this time, or borderline passed hopefully. and History was just on the dot. i think it's ~~Mr Chan~~ the marker, because its not normal if Valerie, Nadia and me got a 5/10 and Iza got a four. it's only SBQs. sheeesh. thank god its an open book, because i really wasn't in the mood to study today.

i'm bored, goodnight.

so there's this boy and you know,
he makes me smile and all that.

2007-08-25T01:04:00.001+08:00

NEW SONG.

yeah, balls

2007-08-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

Valerie's saying that my blog is dead.
Anthea's asking me to update.
so here goes.

what have i been up toooo? i haven't been out much really. not since the National Day holidays i think. which is like. agesss ago. so the past two weeks in school's been pretty rushed. tons of coursework, project, whatever. Home Econs; i ended up doing everything except for the cover page and the other components we did during lessons, in a day. that was nuts. and i don't know how we're going to do for Music, we're still at a loss and its showtime like. next wednesday. like (someone, i can't remember who) said, its only music so yeah.
:]

i totally forgot about the Malay project which is due whoknowswhen until cikgu reminded us just now. talking about Malay, i really really don't like the classes now. Arif's sitting far far far away now and tomorrow i'm supposed to sit beside Aqilah. and i don't think i've spoken to her, ever. and there's a test like. all the time. i told Mamad that i was going to study like fuck for my peribahasa's during the september holidays, and that i'm gonna prove it to him that i will, but i'm not too sure about it nowww. it doesn't help that i suck at Malay, either.

moving on.
Mamad's been distracting me a lot during classes. telling me about how he sets paper balls on fire when being sent out of class (ONLY DURING HIS MATHS LESSONS! ahaha), about how his friends gave him weird looks when i told him to tell them stuff (which he seriously did), about how he played truant with Arif and got into trouble together, and things like that. he also tried helping me out a few days ago. I'M TOUCHED.
and our ily's mean I Love Yoda.
ahaha, long story.

aaanyway.

school's been pretty good so far, i think. it's been really slack because we've been doing nonsense stuff. that and a few teacher's been away too. Cikgu was absent on Tuesday so me, Iza and Nads joined Valerie's class for Chinese, haha. camwhoring and loud music. Ms Tay was absent for Art on Wednesday, and i can't remember what i did then. probably nothing. and there's debate during the last two periods with 2E6. :]

i miss Martyn tons.
i haven't seen Bryan and Jeff and Craig for weeks.
i want to go out with Milly and Wei Ting and Linh who i've not seen for a long long longgg time.
:(
and come back sooon Martaine.

2007-08-18T02:07:00.000+08:00

singfest!

2007-08-12T11:20:00.000+08:00

HOHO.
SingFest was sipljdhfuFUCKING awesome as!
its an understatement really. undescribable.
the hundred bucks was so worth it.

so!
trained to dhoby ghaut at 1pm with Milly and Linh. met Jeff, Craig and Bryan at Plaza Sing, had lunch there and we took a cab to Fort Canning. we weren't in much of a rush cos we didn't really plan to see Great Spy Experiment. and the Malaysian band soo.

we only got there at about two thirty. Crowned King was playinggg! there were so good live. and Shaun omg. defines hotness.

after CK was Cobra Starship! AAAAHH. they got the crowd doing their cobra sign thingbob. ohhh yea i'm a Cobra 8)

after the Cobras were The Academy Is.
YAY. William Beckett! they played The Phrase That Pays, i was well hoping for that!
and a bunch of other songs.

Craig dragged me to the drinks and guess who we met!
Williaaaaaam!

i did manage to get a picture with him but.
its not a good picture so lets forget it.

after that was Gym Class Heroes. not too much into them so we went up to sit. there was this tall, scrawny indian guy who was grooving to GCH like nobody's business. THAT was a good laugh. hahaha. oh and there were alot of people i knew there. like that striped shirt guy from Fall Out Boy! and that Chinese girl. and a fair few from the Rock For Wayne gig. the hot guy with the blue contacts and his girlfriend. and the guy who looks like Gabriel. mmm Levan Wee and that guy who had the septum piercing. anddd a few people from Friendster.
but not anyone from schoool. pssh.
back to Gym Class. we joined the crowd halfway through Cupid's Chokehold :]

in between their set change, we saw fireworks from Marina Bay! everyone got so excited. haha. that was entertaining since we've been waiting close to half an hour.
so we waited.
and waited.

AND AVENGED SEVENFOLD CAME ON!
yayyy.
A7X was definitely the most awaited act for most of the people there. the crowd started moshing and pushing and everything. i don't know why. these bloody fucks would prefer making a scene to enjoying the music. i mean like its fun to a certain extend but don't go overboard until Syn had to stop during his solo.
sheesh.
Shadows managed to get the crowd moving like. 20 steps back or something because THE PEOPLE IN FRONT were getting fucking crushed. oh and the barricade? it broke. but Syn seemed really happy about it. haha.

ohhh yea.

i've got some videos, but its super shaky since we were in the middle of the mosh pit. i'll put them up if i bother to upload them on youtube.
or you can go check the others out yourself.

after A7X were MxPx. i'm not such a big fan but whateverr. i'm not going anywhere because Hinder's not out yettt. and no more pictures because my camera died ):
and there wasn't much of a crowd left because everyone else wondered off after A7X.
damn.

once MxPx were done with their punk stuff, The Noisettes came on. i find them annoying. its the female vocalist really, screaming her head off.

AND FINALLY. Hinder got on stage. last band of the day. the crowd wasn't as much fun because a lot of the moshers disappeared. so they were like getting pissed on stage with their beers and stuff. and they still managed to shred while being fucking drunk its amazing. they were fantastic.

so. that's SingFest 07 for you.
i had a hell lot of funnnn. they've got to do something like this again next year.
fucking awesome shit.

all the five of us crashed at Craig's after that since he lives the closest. and his dad was nice enough to fetch us for two trips :] got there at about 3:30am. we were like. so fucking highhh we didn't sleep. seriously.

i got home at nine the next day and FUCKING SLEPT till about six in the evening.
mom dragged me to town that night. and yea.

saturday.
met Craig at about 8pm. town again. haha. i got Cobra Starship and The Academy Is' albums! :DDD there's a lot a lot alottt of albums i ~~want~~ need to get. the new Silverstein one. The Used! The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Madina Lake.
oh my god.

and my birthday's a month away. so. :]
Valerie owes me a cd anyway. YAY.

okay so. i hope everyone enjoyed the short break. i fucking did!
school tomorrow ):

and and andddd!
HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY MARTYNNNN!
i miss youuuu. have a good one and don't get too wasted :]

fuckin made my year.

2007-08-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

i was saying.
there was the annual cross country thing today.

met Nads and Iza at Simei, trained to Pasir Ris. bumped into Arif with Mr Ow. hahaha.
there was a lot of waiting. so we ran the 3.6km of Pasir Ris Park. prize presentation and all that. Gavin was with his guitar and all that, playing Bat Country's guitar riff. so i'm pretty positive he's going to SingFest. haha.

after everything's done, we headed to White Sands and Valerie joined us after she was done with her NPCC duties and whatnot. lunched at Macs.

went to City Hall with my sister in the afternoon.
no idea what for.

the Malay race thing yesterday was fun :]
Arif looked super hot with the make up and female outfit (Y)

but it was pretty tiring.

SINGFUCKINGFEST TOMORROW.
I'M GONNA HAVE FUN BITCHES. :]

:]

2007-08-07T09:12:00.000+08:00

my weekend was so good :]
met Milly and Wei Ting at TM Saturday afternoon. we saw The Simpsons! fucking funny as. go watch ittt. and we had that cheese fondue thingbob at Pizza Hut :D
walked around for a bit. saw loads of people from school.
and Wei Ting got lost. in Tampines Mall.
like.
...

so anyway. we took a train to town around 6ish but we remembered that there's Baybeats at the Esplanade :D
so we went off at City Hall.
and we saw more people we knew there. including Jeff. and his friends who i've never seen before. you fucking asshole! could've called us before or somethingg.

it was the best Baybeats yet i think. and i'm sorry Martyn missed it. haha.

and sunday. cousin's 23rd birthday party. it was alright. the ice cream cake as nice.
but him getting egged just tops everything. hahaaaa.

i'm in school currently.
HOME ECONS.
))))):

i hope the coming week's going to be fun.
there's the Malay Amazing Race thingbob later today till 5 :]
cross country tomorrow at Pasir Ris Park till 11.

IM OFF.
will continue later people.

2007-08-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

so i've realised that i haven't been properly updating. all the random shit that got people wondering, haha. quite a number of stuff happened. mmm Harry Potter, investiture, band, bands, studying round Valeries', school, gossip, food, books, ahhh.

i really hate it when so many things accumulate.

Harry Potter was disappointing. i saw it with my sister some Saturdays ago. and got the investiture presents. way overbudget but what the hell. someone take me to watch The Simpsons. and Disturbia. and Alone. :] back to HP. and i'm really sorry to Darren, haha. he's been bugging me to watch it with him but damn HML ):

investiture came and went! July 28, Saturdayyy. it was tiring as. reported round 11, had games with the sec ones'. Whacko was super fun. it's like. the ultimate ice breaking game or something. better than Hello I Am (insert name here) though. then it was that dodgeball like thingbob. Mr Daryl the Birthday Boy was so hammered that day 8) during that it started to rainnn. it was obviously no fun playing that Bombing shit so we stayed out. it wasn't really a good idea considering we've got the promotion ceremony after that =/ but heckkk, i joined in anyway. risked getting sick (which i didn't after that amazingly) and. my hair. haha.
so the actual ceremony was boring. sat for what i think was two hours, and dinner after that. i miss my seniorssss ): band's so different now that the sec 4/5's are gone. so now its Syahirah the lance corp and the section leader of tuba.
big whoop.

i've still been going to Valerie's to studyyy. (Y) i like going over to hers and it just proves how Val can shut up and actually study for at least ten minutes. and her house has good foood.
SPEAKING OF WHICH
today before dinner, i watched this documentary thing that promotes vegetarianism or whatever. they showed how brutal animals were killed. and i mean brutalllll. omg.
i didn't have dinner.
no more chicken burger or anything like that for recess. unless i get over it.
it. is. fucking. disturbing.

there are so many seriously talented unknown bands on myspace. though i'm not suggesting anyone goes mainstream, no. like listen to A Day To Remember on my page. they're really good and this song is wicked (Y).
and check out Pierce The Veil :]
AND ~~THE BEDHEADS~~ OUR INNOCENCE LOST YAY.

Craig Robinson's band, if that helped.
and i love how he's such a nerd.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

ok, i need to make £220 last me 28 days

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

HOW THE HELL AM I MEANT TO DO THAT?!?!?!!

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

no more than 7.80 a day

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

how the hell did you work that out?

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

calculator :]

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

wots that a week?

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

ummmmm 54.60.

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

no that cant be right

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

more than that

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

it is.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

no its not.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

is it?

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

no.

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

haha.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

thats what i got on the calculator.

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

cause then if you times that by 3 it only comes to like 163 or something.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

yeah.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

no.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

im confused.

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

me too.

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

why doesnt that add up?

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

im so determined to do it

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

because it's not £7.80 its like 7.852763498658735

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

yesssssss it is.

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

buttttt

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

hmm

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

im confused.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

haha well if you do 7.80 x 28 it's only like £118

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

its 7.90

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

if you do 7.90 X 28 its like 221

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

haha we're well losers

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

such geeksss.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

well to make it easier

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

i have to take out £20 for the post office

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

lets say £200

sya! if actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now. says:

whatever you say craigoo.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

so lets say £7 a day £49 a week.

CRAIG. converse - strange stares says:

it doesnt completely add up but it'll do.

a week till Avenged.

yayyyy.

heartless.

2007-07-29T17:02:00.001+08:00

All I ever wanted to be was be the one who would wipe those tears from your eyes.
But I guess I'll play second best to a world that will never care about you.

singfest!

2007-07-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

9th August

Gym Class Heroes
Avenged SevenFold
Hinder
MXPX
The Academy Is
The Noisettes
Crowned King
Cobra Starship
One Buck Short
Great Spy Experiment

AND!!

posterior.

2007-07-22T02:06:00.000+08:00

haven't been updating for long now. and its not that i can't be bothered, its just that there's nothing happening.

okay well not so much of that, i'm too lazy most of the time.

I'M CONSIDERING GOING ON HIATUS 8)

considering, still.

so this week was pretty crap, seeing i was down with stomach flu again on Thursday and Friday. and because of that i had to skip band on both days; and i missed out on so many CAs. psssh. i hate being sickk.

haven't seen a lot of my friends either then.

monday!

went to Valerie's after school to study (i wasn't kidding, Arif). History and Science, because History CA4 was supposedly on Wednesday, but Ms Seow's hospitalised or something, and its brought forward to 1st of August, that is if we're having it on the same day as 2E7. Science CA4's this Wednesday, which reminds me i really should start studying on the transport system and whatever.

with some motivation and blueberry cheesecake, you could really get things going.

studying with Val went great ~~of course~~.

hmm tuesdayy.
higher malay was super slack since cikgu was discussing for the Investiture (i think? Shaun and Wanie were in class). and Hisyam was absent so Iza sat with me and Nads. ended up not getting anything done 8)
higher malay is really pointless, i think.

wednesday was alright. except that i had to go home alone. Iza and Nads were down for Council Meeting anf Val had tuition if i'm not wrong. music and art were fun though. about the ass thing. haha!

Ms Tay: Jadason, get your skinny posterior back to your seat.
Arif: what's posterior?
Naj: *whispers* its just a scientific term for ass.
Ms Tay: that's right Naj.

lol.

i finally saw Harry Potter on Saturday. it was pretty disappointing really, if compared to the rest of the HP movies. saw it with my sister. and after that we went around looking for Investiture presents :D i never knew getting presents were so hard.

especially if you have to meet a budget. sheesh.

i'm going to Val's in a while to go through Sets, and Transport Systems.
ughh.

heartless.

2007-07-15T22:25:00.001+08:00

Do the world a favour.
Stop cutting your arms, and slit your throat.

maxibon.

2007-07-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

Martyn!- so cold under this night sky.. says:
*gets maxibon*

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
IM JEALOUS.

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
heard your voice saying that in my head, when i typed it.

Martyn!- so cold under this night sky.. says:
i had a dream that we shared a maxibon last night, that just reminded me

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
lol!

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
dreaming about me now are we.

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
mmmm maxibonnnn.

Martyn!- so cold under this night sky.. says:
do you like nuts?

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
HAHAHA

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
yea

Martyn!- so cold under this night sky.. says:
i dont.

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
did i eat the nutty side?

Martyn!- so cold under this night sky.. says:
LOL not that you needed to know.

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
HAHAHA

Martyn!- so cold under this night sky.. says:
yeaa lol

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
the biscuit side is obviously the nicer one though.

Martyn!- so cold under this night sky.. says:
I KNOW 8D

sya! make it a dirt dance floor again.
i love how were just talking about maxibon like its a general thing to talk about.

LMS.

2007-07-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored of this stupid Online Learning thing. i did my persuasive article on whether computers should replace teachers at nine at i finished in fifteen minutes because it was easy. and i skipped art because it was self-assessing. i've done my geography and i only knew the answer to about two out of the thirty questions. thank god for textbooks, which i thought i misplaced, or left in shcool.

ANYWAY!
i haven't blogged for almost two weeks because nothing's been happening and i lost interest in blogging. let's seee. back to the second week of school. Youth Day hols, 2 July? i went to City Hall with Milly and we went to Roxy records in search of the damn A Vacant Affair EP - which apparently is out of stock everywhere - and we hung around there for a bit. coincidentally bumped into Taran at that piercing place. after half an hour or so Milly had to go off because some overseas family was visiting or something. sooo. i was left with Taran. i don't like hanging out with him because its always awkward and we don't ever go out much. he got the Big Muff pedal. psssh. i need to get the Metalzoneee. anyone has a hundred and eighty to spare?
went to Marina Square, had dinner and went home. finally. and i did my home econs homework, which miss Siti didn't collect the next day.

the second week of school was really boring. with the Batik project for Malay, coursework for Home Econs and Chapter 8 for Geography, i probably gave up by Wednesday. band wasn't any better either. i'm not looking forward to be a section leader since i now have the taste of being one. not looking forward. at. all.

weekends. 7th and 8th of July. i was excited for Live Earth. went to my grandad's house in the evening and my cousin Zafirah was there. Live Earth started with the Sydney venue or something, i can't remember. the start of Live Earth was boring already. The Japanese weren't hyped like always either. the Antartica thing was slightly weird. but it was cool. i managed to watch it till like 9pm.
Sunday evening. Yuhua military band's concert at Victoria Concert Hall. my cousin plays bassoon in it. they were so fucking good like. i see why they manage to get that gold for SYF nowww. and their percussionists had so many solos on their own. amazing. i'm having second thoughts about asking my cousins to go to Vivala Musica 2008.

and i've been disliking a few people this week. not like i haven't. but i can't stand them anymore. Mubasyir's some guy who thinks he's hot shot and and flicked at Sung Kyu. i don't dislike him for that reason but well. argh. ask Arif, he knows. and Amanda, who's been nosing around my business thinking the whole group of us are one happy close circle of friends.
well, we're not, go away.

two days off for E-learning. i'm going out with Valerie later. and even though we don't have school tomorrow, i'm going to have to go back for banddd.

i really should be doing maths now.
right.

(:

2007-07-04T12:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHEA!

thanks rob :]

2007-07-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

i'm really grateful to Rob for letting me rip his Avenged Sevenfold cds last December before he listened to them.
and thanks to Rob i'm a fan.
and thanks to Rob my fingers look vile from learning their songs.

AND THANKS TO ROB I KNOW ABOUT THE AVENGED SEVENFOLD GIG IN SINAPORE BEFORE ALOT OF PEOPLE DID.

eurgh.

2007-07-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

its 8:43, and i'm doing my fucking home econs homework.
its fourteen pages long and i've just started on it because i was out till 11:30pm on Saturday at some stupid teen talk, and i've been watching the whole of Season 6 of Friends on DVD the whole of Sunday. i was at City Hall today and it was well fun.

i fucking hate home econs. bring dnt backkkkk.

whey.

2007-07-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

i'm just going to sit in front of the computer trying to get The River's tabs right, and wait for Faizah to be done showering and washing her boots.

yay.

it's a hot afternoon.

new song!

2007-07-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

yay.
and its acoustic so you wouldn't turn the volume down.

mamad the manwhoreeee!

2007-06-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

girlsvomitcandy. says:
you sound really free.
girlsvomitcandy. says:
come on do my geography homework
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
shit
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
i suck at geog
girlsvomitcandy. says:
dont lie {:
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
alright i'll give it a shot
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
REALLY
girlsvomitcandy. says:
nevermind
girlsvomitcandy. says:
WATER CONSERVATION
girls vomit candy. says:
an essay on it
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
WALAU
girlsvomitcandy. says:
25% of my CA {:
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
ESSAY?!
girlsvomitcandy. says:
YES
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
omg....................................
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
essay on water.
girlsvomitcandy. says:
come on lah i already love you forever and ever right!
girlsvomitcandy. says:
yes.
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
shit thats hard
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
oh ya
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
YOU DO RIGHT
girlsvomitcandy. says:
YES I DO.
girlsvomitcandy. says:
your distracting me
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
haha
girlsvomitcandy. says:
its holiday homework btw
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
I LOVE YOU TOO
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
lol
girlsvomitcandy. says:
(Y)
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
so its late?
girlsvomitcandy. says:
due today
girlsvomitcandy. says:
so not so late
girlsvomitcandy. says:
haha
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
i see
girlsvomitcandy. says:
handing it in tmr
girlsvomitcandy. says:
i guess.
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
lol sorry but
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
i cant help you on an essay
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
ON GEOG even more.

girlsvomitcandy. says:
ive got an english thing to do
girlsvomitcandy. says:
persuasive articlesss
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
english i can
girlsvomitcandy. says:
so stupid lah.
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
wth is that
girlsvomitcandy. says:
dont you learn english?
girlsvomitcandy. says:
lol
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
LOL I DO
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
but wth is persuasive articles
girlsvomitcandy. says:
MAKE SOME SENSE OUT OF IT!
girlsvomitcandy. says:
what do you understand by persuasive
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
articles to persuade other articles
girlsvomitcandy. says:
yes!
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
HUH
girlsvomitcandy. says:
omg lah your so smart.
girlsvomitcandy. says:
well sort of.
girlsvomitcandy. says:
youve got to persuade people blah blah blah
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
lol okay..
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
whats it on
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
as in persuade people to do what
girlsvomitcandy. says:
erm its not really persuading this time but the topic's about parental guidance
girlsvomitcandy. says:
whether teenagers suffer from it or lack of it.
girlsvomitcandy. says:
like whatever.
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
is it like a summary article
girlsvomitcandy. says:
listing of pros and cons.
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
oh
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
i see
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
ok first
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
u have to give a general backgorund of what the topic is
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
like parental guidance blablabl is lablanlablablaba
girlsvomitcandy. says:
very helpful {:
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
and then take your stand
girlsvomitcandy. says:
yea i get what your saying.
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
choose if u think teenagers suffer from it or lack it
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
then u start listing the stuff down
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
both pros and cons
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
if u want more marks add in a conflict paragraph
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
saying that this is better than this and blablabla
girlsvomitcandy. says:
fuck. im impressed!
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
provide reasons why
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
but hopefully u do it right and dont lose marks
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
coz i did
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
wakaka
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
then last paragraph
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
after what ever uve written
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
state ur stand again
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
then blablabla finish
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
HOWS THAT
girlsvomitcandy. says:
IMPRESSIVE!
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
a bit too much info maybe
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
HAHA
Laura Nichol.i love you! says:
yeaaaaaa man.

i love talking to ahmad. yay.